Tuesday, October 16, 2012

free write

Im excited to say that i love my husband. i love him with a passion. Everything in life is just perfect. although i did forget to put my necklace back on. i dont know what to say really other than the fact that i am so tired i cant stand it and i cant even begin to tell you how freakin tired i am to be here. i was gonna sleep before my babies doctors appointment and i cant even stand to keep my eyes open. if it wasnt for energy pills i would have never made it here. i was falling asleep driving on the way to the baby sitters house which is my mother in law. OMG i just cant tell you what it means to me to be here and doing nothing but trying to keep my eyes open. im gonna have to take another energy pill to stay awake. is this fucking free write over yet seriously im tired of typing. its so annoying..... i dont know what else to say.... other than i love my family... OH that brings me to my next point. i wanted to punch william in the face yesterday when he told my son that mommy didnt love him and that i didnt miss him and all i wanted him for was welfare... i was like excuse me? you never hold him unless he is happy. you hate feeding him and you wont give him a bath. you dont come straight to him after work and the only assistance i have from the state is medicaid for him and fod stamps for all of us and i even buy your parents grociers.

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