free write 3

Well im super excited because i now set my wedding date for november 23rd. on the downside i didnt get much sleep last night. i brought my baby boy to bed with me last night because he sleeps better with me and in return i didnt hardly sleep for fear that i might roll on him. but both my boys were on both sides of me so it was worth it. im just really regretting it now. I feel like im gonna be sick and i cant eat because im afraid of puking what i eat up. My stomach hurts so bad on the upper right quadrant and i cant stand how bad it hurts. i just want to crawl back into bed and do nothing but sleep because i really dont feel good. im sure that i will feel better as the day goes on and im not so tired but i cant afford to miss a day simply because most of my classes are important especially anatomy and physiology. if i miss a day of that then ill be lost. although i really cant hardly stand up. so im contemplating just going home. i just really dont feel good. this is me just venting really. i dont know what else to do but vent. Although i am really excited about my wedding day. I cant wait to marry the man that i love with all my heart, i tried to set the day on my anaversery but he has to work and so i got the day as close to it as i can. Im just so excited i can hardly stand it. however i might be pregnate again. i hope not because i just had a baby 10 weeks ago so i really cant have a 1 year old and a new born. i just cant do it. not with school and everything else. i just dont know if i could handle it. although i really think i am about to throw up. all through my last pregnancy i was sick to my stomach almost everyday all day.

I Am From

I am From

Free write - 2

To be honest i really dont know what to say. I mean lets talk about my weekend I guess. First off on Friday i had to go to my mother in laws house to take care of some school work. Saturday i went to my mothers house and saw my aunt merideth which is  someone i havent seen in forever. then i went out to dinner with william. from there we hung out iwth some friends and picked the baby back up. Sunday we went to his parents house for dinner like we do every sunday. then i went to stay with my best friend who is about to have her second baby and is due at any time. from there i helped her clean a little and get ready for the baby and i missed my baby so much. monday i went to her doctors appointment with her and she found out that she was in the pre stages of labor. i am so excited to see the baby because without knoing it he will be my sons best firend. at least if they are anything like their dads. from then i went home and my friend taylor came over so i could help her with some school work and we hung out till her boyfriend came to get her and william came home from work.

Intro

              Well first off my name is Emily Lu Burleson. Its nice to meet all of you. I am originally from Arkansas but have lived in Missouri for 8 years now. I have a rather large family, me being the middle child of 7. I am 18 years old and just graduated from Fordland High School in May of this year. I got engaged in July to my boyfriend of 3 years after the birth of our beautiful baby boy, Gunner Lea Terrill. Family is the most important thing in my life along with my education.
         I am attending school to become a Physical Therapist Assistant. Currently i am slightly more than a part time student with a graduation date scheduled in 2015. My grandmother is my inspiration for wanting to go into the field. She had her hip and shoulder replaced and from then on I made it a goal to lay my head down at night and know that I helped someone be able to walk again.
            I do not currently work anywhere except at home as a full time mom. The hours are long; however, it is the most rewarding job I have ever had.  I try to be an optimistic person although sometimes that does not always work out. I pretty much stay to myself and really do not like to get out of my comfort zone to often. All in all I am who I am; love, like or dislike me!
           

                       

Free Write - 8/23/12

Staying up all night is really tiring. I know that William has to sleep because he gets up at 3am everyday but i have to get up too! i mean come on now. i have to sleep too. most nights i only get about 2 hours of sleep and i dont know why. i  really think that maybe he might be either teething or maybe he is getting sick or something. normally when he came home he would sleep through the whole night and i would have to wake him up to feed him. although maybe i shouldnt have done that but he needed to eat. this is my first child and i didnt and still dont know everything there is to do about things but now i cant get him to sleep. and it has only been in the last like 2 weeks he has done this. i thought at first he just wasnt being full but i know that that has happened alot lately. the poor guy cant get full so i started him on baby rice. that seemed to help alot and now he just eats more and more. in two and a hlaf months he has gained about 6 pounds which is great because he only weighed 5.8 when he was born. mostly just because my placenta was 95% dead when he was born. they had to take him 2 weeks early because if i would have waited any longer he wouldnt be alive today. but back to the point. the point is i cant stand it when william compalins of having 4 hours of sleep just because he cant when i cant go to sleep if i wanted too. its so frustrating when you do everything for everyone and noone can have any concideration for you or anything that you feeel and want to do. this is me just venting. its just so annoying to never get anything.