free write- 5

there are some things in life you just cant get. like me. i cant get a chance to milk katty the ktts cash cow for the life of me! i try and try and try yet fail miserably. i just dont know what to do. its so annoying. i cant ever get to what i want to do. its like life looks at me and gives me the finger and says haha i can fuck with you. I never sleep i never eat i never get to do anything because little britches wont let me. its really really annoying. but anyways i guess ill just keep chugging along like i always do and just believe something when it happens to me. like every weekim just rambling because i have nothing better to do. but another thing that is bull shit is that my fiances aunt freaked the fuck out on us because we want to move into the family farm but she wants to sell it to get money but we want it to make a life there and she just wants the money. its so annoying that we cant make a life because all she wants to do is make money but her mom left 30000 in a saftey deposit box. her saftey deposite box for indurence on the house and the land to keep it and if its sold she gets all that money which i think have has alot to do with her wanting to sell it because she doesnt want to pay it and keep the money but ill get that house because that is all of our future. my family and his family. so we are just gonna get a lawer and keep it +}