Well I cant tell you how excited i am to get married. We found the rings we wanted and set the date for November 23rd of this year. As the day gets closer i get so much more excited. i cant wait to be Mrs. William Terrill. On another note. My best friend Brittany had her baby boy yesterday. The only sad part is he has down syndrome. he is so sweet and precious and it is a tragety that he has that but there are so many people who love him and are going to be there to support him. me being one of them. plus our sons are going to be best friends because really they have no choice. but we will bring him up around those kids and they are going to love him just as much as we do. after school i am going to go see her in the hospital again. i know i just ramble but really i dont have much else to talk about and it is kinda annoying that i have to ramble. here i am rambling again. but anyways. my baby boy doesnt feel to good. im not sure why but he is running a bit of a fever and the only way i can get him to go to sleep is by holding him or laying him beside me and patting his back while i hold his hand. if i turn around he gets mad and if i slightly move he wakes up. he wants mommy right there. and it makes me feel good. mostly because im needed but it also breaks my heart because i dont want my baby boy not feeling good. he is my world and so is my fiance and i dont want anything to happen to either of them. but on another note. for some reason i just dont know why he hurts so bad. i dont know if he just doesnt feel good or what but he kind of has a cough not a bad one just a little one and his poop is black and im thinking about calling the pediatrican and asking him what he thinks i should do. i have given him tylonol and that doesnt really seem to help out much. but really i just dont know what to do anymore. i dont know if i should just keep him close and see if it passes. but i think he might be cutting teeth because his gums are really red and where i think he is cutting a tooth is soft yet hard and so he might be besides that he keeps slobbering. which i know babies slobber but not my baby.

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